Journal Entry – 12.30.1996

Well here I am in Los Angeles “City of Angels”.   It’s like a totally different world out here.  There are many good looking women!!!!   Many Asian and Latina women… good lord they’re amazing!!!!!!!   I could easily get used to living out here.  I was actually in BEVERLY HILLS today.  We went shopping on the famous “Rodeo Drive”  the most famed street in the world.  I bought two coats.  One in the Guess Store, and the other in some Italian shop.  My guess coat was only 120 dollars and is pretty cool.  The other was originally $1400 dollars!!!!!!  but they were going out of business and it was on sale for 400 dollars so I just had to get it…. 

Hey come on…I’m in Beverly Hills on Rodeo Drive, I gotta get something.  I am also feeling comfortable now with all these important people around me.  R is a great girl, not to mention great looking!!!!!!!   We just got back from a tour of  Universal Studios and saw a lot of sets where movies are made.  The most breathtaking was E.T.’s first view of earth, which was on top of a hill overlooking Los Angeles.  It was beautiful.  

The only bad thing about the trip was a girl I screwed around with then never called was here.  She sat right behind me on the bus.  Bummer huh.  Oh well I didn’t talk to her at all.  I love California!!!!!  Too bad its going to fall in the ocean someday. 

We went to a restaurant called the “Palm” yesterday and there were a few movie stars there.  It’s unbelievable out here.   I wonder what it’s like to be a superstar…  they live in the best neighborhood, have more money than they know what to do with..but are they really happy??   It seems like they put on a facade.  They always have to look the prettiest or best….  I wonder what it’s like to be the son of a superstar…  most people only dream about living in the most prestigious neighborhood in the world…..  and these kids really do, but are they really happy?  

I am very grateful for all I have.. I am going to college for free.  I have all I could possibly want in life… hell we flew out here on a private jet.  everything has been free…… I am sooo blessed and I thank god for all that I have.  I don’t think I would want to live out here….i dont think one can really relax out here either…  its always a competition to see who dresses the best and drives the best car..  I just want to be happy….  happy to me is having a wife a truly love and a few beautiful kids.  A stable job and friends and family.   So far I think I have done well in life.. I get good grades and have managed to stay out of most trouble……  I am soo much better off then most people…  Right now I am sitting on the balcony of a famous hotel …over looking the city of angels…its breathtaking…….the women here are unbelievable….  I want a good looking Latina or Asian girl to settle down with.  I love their looks…….  I could easily go to UCLA……  but I am wondering if i would get tired of  it… I love good old OSU…..  I hope we get to go visit the beach……sooo many famous places to visit soo little time….Beverly Hills, Bel Air, Hollywood, Inglewood, Long beach, Compton are all around here……

I don’t think we will have enough time to visit them all.  But thats ok.  I am soo lucky just to be here.   Life has been good to me…   I hope I continue to succeed in life and fate continues to be kind…  I miss having a girlfriend…..someone to care about and do things for…  Nyla has almost completely faded from my mind now.  I can do so much better.. Hopefully my next will be Asian or Latina…..  Hopefully

Journal Entry – 12.29.1996

Hey guess where I am!!!   I’m on a private jet heading to Pasidena!!.   Anywayz  it’s slow going in the girl department.  I was talking with this girl named Taryn but we are sooo different and she is not really what I want in a girlfriend.   But she looks cute when she gets fixed up.  And then there is Tason.  I met her in Spanish class and we lift almost every day together.  But she is too bossy,  she thinks beer is the worst thing in the world and despises it.  We got into a big argument the night before Spanish finals because we where studying at Arabica and I had gotten a spitter.  She said that if i put a dip in she was leaving.  So I put a dip in.  And she got up and left… I couldn’t believe she did that…  she is just too bossy but she is really cute.   then there was Heather.  She looked good at first and we used to always get coffee after Spanish class.  She asked me out and we went to a restaurant but she has some serious problems.  First of all she is anorexic and has a lot of problems at home.  I think that is what contributes to her strange behavior.  Hopefully there will be a few hotties in my new classes this quarter.  

Journal Entry – 12.26.1996

Well I finally got my own computer!!!   I am sitting here writing on my laptop!!!    Nothing much has happened since I wrote last.  I guess you could say I am talking to Taryn but we are really different.  But she is a nice girl.  anyways, I gotta run I’ll chat at you later!

Journal Entry – 11.17.1996

Well It’s about time I started writing again huh.   School is going well and I am enjoying it immensely.  I am lifting everyday except on weekends with this girl named Taesen.  She is very good looking and sweet.  However she has a boyfriend but she is fun to be around because we always get into “discussions”.. … We argue about everything and never have a dull moment.  I still miss Nyla to an extent.  She is so beautiful and sweet.  However she dropped me like a bad habit and doesn’t call or talk to me anymore.  Oh well your bound to get shit on some time or another in this life huh……. I am kind of disappointed that none of my friends will be coming home for the whole winter break.  Everyone has an apartment now and it’s just not profitable to come home..  I miss the nights at Nichol’s and Clifton’s playing Presidents and Assholes and finishing case after case.  All my friends from HS are doing their own thing now and I hardly ever see any of them anymore.  Ryan is always at work or with Jen.  Glenda is always working, at school or with John.   I really haven’t made too many guy friends while I have been up here but I am still able to find a party every weekend.  But it’s just not the same……..  I miss having coffee with Cliff and talking about everything under the sun.   I dunno I dunno.   Crazy stuff man.   My roommate leaves every weekend to see his girlfriend.   This weekend they were supposed to come here but stood me up and Jenny Morris was supposed to come visit me on Friday and she stood me up also so I ended up going to a party by myself and had a pretty good time.  I had to work Saturday and didn’t feel like going out afterwards.  I went to church today then did a little homework and then went home.  Now I am back and should get started since I have a Econ midterm on Wednesday……..well I’m outta here…

*Note 2016 – The coffee house that Taesen and I would study at was Arabica Coffee house at 1652 Neil Avenue.  Great spot for studying and I’m sad to learn it is no longer there.