Journal Entry – 9.12.1999

Well life has been pretty boring since I’ve been back.  All I’ve been doing is getting stuff done that I’ve put off forever. I did however make a big decision.  This coming fall I am going to learn French and then go to France this summer.  I am really glad I have the opportunity to learn another language.  I can’t wait to get back to Europe and continue my journey to fame and fortune.  I really love Europe and am blessed to have this opportunity.  I really can’t wait for school to start because life is so boring now.  All I do is work out, write e-mails and loaf around.

I still haven’t heard from Tory and am not really worried about it.  I don’t know what happened with her.  I was pretty fed up with her going out with her guy friends then spending the night at their houses.  She probably spent the night too much with them and her mom probably got on her case.  That is why she was probably upset with me when I was in Mexico even though I didn’t do anything wrong.  No big deal though.  I really do want to marry the perfect girl hopefully from Europe or some Latin country.  I really want a girl who challenges my intelligence yet can’t live without me.  Tory was very independent and would never compromise.  I do believe in destiny and I think it was just not meant to be.  That is ok with me.  I have too much going for me now and have a goal and nothing will stop me from attaining it.  I am so blessed to have seen the world and I don’t want to stop any time soon.  I really can’t wait to learn French.  Then I will be tri-lingual and will feel really good about myself.

I really miss Spain still and all the friends and times that I had there.  It is like a dream now.  I’m also glad that I got letters sent out to my Spanish mom and Carmen.  It is good to have friends in other countries.  I do really miss Carmen still.  She was such a great girl and I shouldn’t have screwed things up.  Hopefully things will work out though and I will be happy.  I can’t wait to make the trip back to Europe.  Well I don’t have much to write about now because life is pretty darn boring.

Author: 魔手

Global Citizen! こんにちは!僕の名前はマットです. Es decir soy Mateo. Aussi, je m'appelle Mathieu. Likes: Languages, Cultures, Computers, History, being Alive! \(^.^)/